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the introduction
“Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing
to draw blood in its defense.”
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Saturday, June 28, 2008 / 3:55 AM
currently at zhixin house, her room, using her laptop to update.
haha! taunting at her house as after a few hours, we're going to ANDY's house for mahjong... LOL. morning mahjong!! woohoo~ first time sia.
nothing to do at her house, SERIOUSLY! but it's okay. can chit chat right? bleh!
okay, i shall update the rest on the next post.
take care people! (:
byebye.
currently at zhixin house, her room, using her laptop to update.
haha! taunting at her house as after a few hours, we're going to ANDY's house for mahjong... LOL. morning mahjong!! woohoo~ first time sia.
nothing to do at her house, SERIOUSLY! but it's okay. can chit chat right? bleh!
okay, i shall update the rest on the next post.
take care people! (:
byebye.
Monday, June 23, 2008 / 11:56 PM
after one night of thinking, i've realised that i'm too rash to saying all those in my previous post. until now, then i found out that i really have to move on. as told by some people, i cannot stay on the spot because of just that one person. i have my own future to live too. i knew that we cannot go back as what we are last time, and even though i wanted. but from yesterday night, the huifang that always wanted him back have changed her mind as he have stated so clearly. i should respect his decision ba. i shouldn't be so selfish anymore to just think of myself. i will now learn to move on and not looking back. i will learn hard even though it will be a tough route for me. but i believe that i still have friends around me who will really support me, unlike some in the past.
after one night of thinking, i've realised that i'm too rash to saying all those in my previous post. until now, then i found out that i really have to move on. as told by some people, i cannot stay on the spot because of just that one person. i have my own future to live too. i knew that we cannot go back as what we are last time, and even though i wanted. but from yesterday night, the huifang that always wanted him back have changed her mind as he have stated so clearly. i should respect his decision ba. i shouldn't be so selfish anymore to just think of myself. i will now learn to move on and not looking back. i will learn hard even though it will be a tough route for me. but i believe that i still have friends around me who will really support me, unlike some in the past.
/ 1:07 AM
tuckking in to bed to orh orh lo. today have been a long day for me. tired day of crying.
take care people!
tomorrow school reopen le. huifang jiayou jiayou! (:
everybody jiayou too! haha.
goodnight.
tuckking in to bed to orh orh lo. today have been a long day for me. tired day of crying.
take care people!
tomorrow school reopen le. huifang jiayou jiayou! (:
everybody jiayou too! haha.
goodnight.
/ 12:43 AM
woke up at 130. peishi dearie came up my house. i prepare prepare then we went down to mac to find her mother. ate double cheeseburger meal. (:
cab-ed to her house. haha.
chatted awhile and mac came. so i blogged.
5 plus, went off to meet alvinthoo. pass him something.
hais, memories came back when i was walking over. i have the feeling to cry.
i'm like ignoring him when i met up. it's because i'm suppressing my feelings in front of him. ><
i couldn't take it and called peishi dearie. mac talked to me. i wondered about limbang. saw him playing bball alone. sit at a corner where he couldn't notice me, looking at him playing. cried on the phone with mac talking.
i was in a dilemma. something is stopping me.
i went to limbang mac, peishi dearie and mac came over to find me. surf net and bla bla. (:
i ate double cheeseburger again! Oo
we were like calling him lots of times.
never mind, went home at 9 plus.
thought alot...
get online and chatted with him. very very hurt.
thanks mac and peishi dearie for all your guidances. (: i'll put them in heart. thanks for acc-ing me just now. helped me in some ways.
cried hard over the phone. really hard. ><
for him: ums, i don't care if you have read this anot, i just put it here. just to let you know, i'll wait for you. i don't believe that you're so cruel after what i've said to you. maybe what both of us need is just TIME. it's just not right for us to get together now. after some thoughts, i've decided to chant. just because i wanted to find back the happiness that i've got when i'm with you. i hope that you'll see the change in me. please don't hurt me anymore with those kind of words. take care and jiayou.
/ 5:33 PM
blogging after a few days of MIA. haha!
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krystal sister! <33>.jpg)
sang till 7pm, mrt-ed to bugis, meet zhongjie, boon and fang.
sam (:
in a table. (: 
eric (:
yanji (:
vincent kor (:
sec sch. 
group photo.
sally sister and cedric their friend joined in after that. et left.
sally sister! <33 face="georgia">meet up with zhongjie&co. after that. went OCH. did not go in as something happened. ohmygod... shall go next time as promised. went to eat nasi lemak instead. (:
shanting buddy! <33
blogging after a few days of MIA. haha!
mon: taunt, MONOPOLY! (:
tues: meet up with zhixin && suemin for project. haha! sleep lil bit only. meet at orchard station.
OHMYGOD! something happened. er, a bit unbelieveable lo. shall not mention anymore. how can people do this?! hais hais hais.
3 of us being detectives for hours instead of project. *rofl*
pool at cine. zhixin friend came over.
went home early.
went home early.
wed: meet up with krystal sister!!! yes..... haha. lunch with her at BPP LJS. chatted ALOT. after lunch, deciding where to go.
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krystal sister! <33>steadily, decide to go jurong entertainment de kbox. cab-ed there. (:
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sang till 7pm, mrt-ed to bugis, meet zhongjie, boon and fang.
played pool and foos ball. VERY FUN!! haha.
bus-ed and cab-ed to fajar mac to eat dinner with krystal sister. went home after that. (:
*thought of the days when we're together during singing*
thurs: nball training at kallang. ohmygod! i played like shit. ran like shit. hais. bad feeling...
went to bugis find boon, fang, elliot and zhongjie. (: played foos ball again.
ate korean bbq chicken set at food junction.
ate korean bbq chicken set at food junction.
"Get Smart". nice show!
fri: vivo! bought ticket for "Shaolin Girl". (:
ate sakae sushi with vincent kor, his stead sandy, yanji, eric, et, sam, henry their friend.
sam (:
in a table. (: 
eric (:
yanji (:
vincent kor (:
sec sch. 
group photo.sally sister and cedric their friend joined in after that. et left.
sally sister! <33 face="georgia">meet up with zhongjie&co. after that. went OCH. did not go in as something happened. ohmygod... shall go next time as promised. went to eat nasi lemak instead. (: sat: went to see doc. got chazalion (ba jiam-hokkien). haha. have to wear glasses. ohmygod.
went to meet shanting buddy after that to get sony ericsson de earpiece. (: thanks!
shanting buddy! <33went pool fusion meet up with them. ate mac as my late dinner. ><
"The Happenings".
Sunday, June 15, 2008 / 11:27 PM
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! <33
woke up at 3 plus and have the sian feeling, nothing to do. STOMACHACHE! ohmygod. anyhow eat for the past few days, that's why i said i have to control le. hais. ):
meimei was reading on my bed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN! ;D good luck in everything you do and hope that you've enjoy the party organised! jiayou! last long with my korkor wor.
went to a condo in gombak for her birthday. with family. (:
ate food there and slacked. it's quite sian for me cause nothing to do. haha!!
meimei.
sisters for life! <33
i was very BORED while waiting, so picture time! (:
jiejie&&yuxian. 
with jiefu. ;P 
jiejie. 
2 sampats! haha!
3ofus. 
papa&&mama. lovessss!! 
with mama. <33
happy father's day! <33
with korkor. (: 
korkor&&huimin! 
with birthday girl! (:
papa was trying out lying there. it's shuang la. (:
taking out the candle. it was close to smashing the face le! haha. 
reach home at around 10 plus. now blogging. haha!!
yesterday went suntec de PC show with zhongjie&&co. went to find zhixin at m.sq first. chat awhile then we went to eat subway! my first time eating there. thanks them for helping me order. (:
the PC show got alot of people. was so sian with weetee. we're dying there. haha!! zhongjie bought his thumbdrive after walking for rounds. after that went back to talk to zhixin for awhile and off we cab-ed to bugis to play pool.
took NR home. (: sorry kor(zongxian)! so late then reach there. you all already play finish mahjong liao. haha!!
NOW i have to go hang up the clothes and sleep le lo. haha. tomorrow meeting zhixin!! (:
byebye.
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! <33
woke up at 3 plus and have the sian feeling, nothing to do. STOMACHACHE! ohmygod. anyhow eat for the past few days, that's why i said i have to control le. hais. ):
meimei was reading on my bed. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN! ;D good luck in everything you do and hope that you've enjoy the party organised! jiayou! last long with my korkor wor.
went to a condo in gombak for her birthday. with family. (:
ate food there and slacked. it's quite sian for me cause nothing to do. haha!!
meimei.
sisters for life! <33
i was very BORED while waiting, so picture time! (:
jiejie&&yuxian. 
with jiefu. ;P 
jiejie. 
2 sampats! haha!
3ofus. 
papa&&mama. lovessss!! 
with mama. <33
happy father's day! <33
with korkor. (: 
korkor&&huimin! 
with birthday girl! (:
papa was trying out lying there. it's shuang la. (:
taking out the candle. it was close to smashing the face le! haha. 
reach home at around 10 plus. now blogging. haha!!
yesterday went suntec de PC show with zhongjie&&co. went to find zhixin at m.sq first. chat awhile then we went to eat subway! my first time eating there. thanks them for helping me order. (:
the PC show got alot of people. was so sian with weetee. we're dying there. haha!! zhongjie bought his thumbdrive after walking for rounds. after that went back to talk to zhixin for awhile and off we cab-ed to bugis to play pool.
took NR home. (: sorry kor(zongxian)! so late then reach there. you all already play finish mahjong liao. haha!!
NOW i have to go hang up the clothes and sleep le lo. haha. tomorrow meeting zhixin!! (:
byebye.
