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Monday, March 30, 2009 / 12:43 AM

I'm meeting my sister, krystal, on two days for next month. *Yeah-ness!
Ohya, do you still remember the Durian Fiesta that we've discussed when we saw it in the bus?
I've just checked it out on the net, it's really 1st March till 10 August.
Ohmygod, my eyesight so good man! Last time say already. :P
Anyway, the location is Goodwood Park Hotel!

Okay, see you on the days we've set! :D
Take care.
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/ 12:29 AM

29th March!
I stayed at home the whole day AGAIN. -.-
Have been watching drama. Heehee.
As for lunch, thanks Mother for buying back for us! Muacks. (:
Brother and i asked Little sister to take a nap then he also go take. Hahaha! Only left me in the living room watching the drama.
Anyway i've downloaded the program, Funshion movie, into my laptop so i can watch as and when i want and what shows i want! Weeee~ :D
As for dinner, i woke Little sister up and brought her downstairs to eat. And also buy back for Brother.
I was doing housework the moment i reached home and after that watching the drama.
Sister came home and she had a book, "Shopaholic takes Manhattan", which her boyfriend's friend lended her. It's the second part of "Confessions of a Shopaholic"!!
I'm quite interested to read it and of course want to watch the movie!
Dear had mentioned bringing me to watch. *Lalala~ Yeah! :D

Tomorrow, K-box session! Woohoo~
[Have to wake up early to meet them. Haha.]

Okay, off to nail polish time!
Ciaos!
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Sunday, March 29, 2009 / 1:43 AM

Yesterday, i stayed at home the whole day as you guys can see from the post(s). Hahaha!
Dear came around 8pm. Miscommunication between us, long to be seen.
He thought that we're having dinner with him BUT i bought fried rice and was sharing with Little sister when he sms asking whether to eat downstairs or plaza? :x
The fried rice is thus shared among the three of us as it's too much! Heehee.

I've been scolding my Little sister because she is just really getting OVER OVER OVER!
And Dear said he came to see us quarrel. Haha! :P
But i just couldn't control my anger towards her. Hais. Never mind.
Maybe because she's still very small and do not understand all sorts of things. -.-

Sometimes, i just think that whenever i'm at home, i seemed to be neglecting Dear. *Oops.
But he could still comfort me when i got very angry over Little sister. [In case i go bonkers! >.<]
Despite the case that he's very bored at my house cause there's nothing much for him to do except using the laptop or watch tv or talk to me! HAHA. *Sayang. (:
And it's so sweet of him to go downstairs and buy milk for me to drink the moment i said i feel like drinking when we're like in the climax of getting into a quarrel. [Yup, because of a stupid post that i've posted! Grr.]

Sister came home from work when the 1130 channel u horror movie, "Forbidden Siren", was starting.
The three of us watched together so not so scary. But some scenes just totally scare the three out!! Sister went to bath in the middle of the movie. -.-
Actually, i'm not having shivers over the movie but while the two of us was explaining to her, my whole body was shivering slightly. :x

We're deciding whether to play M. In the end, we just play 3person de. Hahaha. It was still as fun because we're quite HIGH! Luckily we just play with the chips because Sis and my box was EMPTY~ OHmygod.
We three slept at 5am. Heehee. (:

As a result of that, i woke up at 2++pm.
Help Mother to pack nicely the things that she need to bring for praying ancestors.
After that, Dear and i decided to go plaza and have Subway"eat fresh"! Together with Little sister.
So, we all queued up for our turn to bath.
All these preparation lead us to go out at 4++pm. -.-
Walking to plaza was filled with the chatterings of Little sister.
Eat le, we went popular to purchase her artbook.
Then to the library that made me quite furious. Grr.
So, brought her to the open plaza and play lo.
The two of us just sat there waiting for her and chit chat. (:
Bought water for her in the middle. Went home at 7++pm.

I flared up again because of her ignorance. Ohmygod! Couldn't stand it man!
Cooked maggie for her and myself. She just keep complaining and i scolded her. Zz.
I'm so tired of scolding her but she just don't listen to what i've said. Hais.
Watch tv and accompany Dear awhile cause he's going home le.
He went off at 10++pm.
Luckily he can get home. *Phew.

I've been using the laptop from just now and meanwhile watching guess. I've been sorting out the photos but it's too much le. So, i'm sorry that i couldn't update my next post(s) with photos, which i have promised. ):

Now, i'm going to bed as Dear is waiting for me to call him back! Haha.
Ciaos!
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Friday, March 27, 2009 / 6:15 PM

I WANT TO EAT KINDER JOY!! :D
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/ 5:45 PM

Huifang just baked cookies! Heehee. But the appearance is in cupcakes. :D

Post all my overdue photos within this week!!!
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/ 2:07 PM

These few weeks, i think i've been asking myself what i actually want.
I'm so confused in my mind and contradiction is coming over me again!
If i choose this, i have no choice but to sacrifice that.
Hmmm, maybe i shouldn't be so selfish but think of myself. And it's because of this sentence that i keep reminding myself, i got confused. >.<
All until i met up with boyf yesterday night, the words she told me made me thought of going back again.
BUT, there are really lots of factors to consider this.
Not only what boyf have told me, also what brother TS have told me before.
The random messages and the big chunk of thing he have told me when i left the group.
ME MYSELF AND I also felt very sad for making that decision.

Is it because of all those factors weighing me or is it because i'm lacking of confidence?
EVERYTIME, i will ask myself that. ...
Should i just don't think about anything and go for it?
But i don't think it's as simple as that. I'm just scared that lots of things will start arousing.
The conflicts, rumours...
I just miss the memories together with you guys. Do you all know? And i have missed out a big part of it because of the wrong step i've taken the last year.

Now, i can just do nothing but WAIT.
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/ 1:57 PM

I'm looking forward to next Monday as we're going to get real HIGH!
Cause going k-boxing! Weeee~ :D
With Dear, Fang and Weng. Hahahaha.
I'm going to enjoy myself ttm! Don't worry.

These few days, i have to stay at home to take care of Little sister as nobody's free. They have to go visit the ancestors. So, i have to tutor her for these few days. She's getting out of hand! :x



It's like that sometimes,
you do not have any choice
but accept whatever you're given.
You have no right to reject or run away.
I just feel that you guys didn't think of my feelings.
And things are not as simple as what you think!
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/ 1:52 PM

Yesterday night, went to eat LJS with Dear, Fang and Weng. Saw Sinee & geng5! Heehee.
We ate the grill chicken. They ate tako after that. So full~~ :x

Late at night, i met up with Sinee boyf.
Passed her stuff and we chatted alot. And she is still so blurrrrr! :P

[Hope that you are doing fine and be confident with yourself. Take care and jiayou!]
*your pink colour!
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/ 1:36 PM

Ohmygod, i can only remember what i ate for the past week.
Pastamania- Canadian pizza- LJS- Chicken Chop rice- bla bla bla.
Fattening...
And i'm getting fat! It's trueeeeeeee. )):
EXERCISE EXERCISE~~

JIAYOU!
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/ 1:15 PM

On our 8th month!
We met at heeren for Pasta de Waraku! Hahaha. :D
Super duper delicious pasta they have and i would like to have it again~ *Yummy.
The air con is blowing too strong on Dear. So, we went off after we're done eating.
We walked to Cine to buy tickets. Meanwhile, we walked around the place to kill time!
I told him i wanted the anklet when i saw it at a push cart. Heehee. [We shall get it the next time!]

Movie-time~~
The show is overall okay la, it's quite exciting. (:

After the movie, my mood just swing! So, the atmosphere is like so stern all the way. Actual plan is to eat Gelare. He suggested to go Far East then i don't know why i suddenly reacted so strange. -.- [Sorry. :s] then no Gelare!
In the end, we took train back to tamp.
It's okay already and we went to cotton on to buy my shorts! Weeee~ :D
Went home after that.
LOVES~
"Race to witch mountain".

19/03 [Thurs]:
Woke up early as i'm having interview in the afternoon.
Meet up with them {Fang, Boon, Weng} at whitesands then took train to city hall.
We ate Delifrance at Funan then walked around.
At 2pm, i went for interview and have to wait for calls. -.-
After the interview, the 5 of us just stood outside the court and chit chat! Then a security came to chase us away. We were deciding where to go bla bla bla... :P
After a long time, we went to marina sq for movie! And Boon bought shirts from zara and jacket from peninsula.
The movie was hilarious, and stupid. You can laugh inside but it's quite interesting. (:
After the movie,
we wait for the fashion show to start, i requested. And the wait is very long la!! *Oops.
The models are all in perfect shape and tall!!! *Ohmygod.

We went to kopitiam for late dinner! I ate something special, claypot curry chicken noodles. NICE.
Head home after that.
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Sunday, March 22, 2009 / 4:49 PM

I'm so lazy to blog.
But, i can say i'm happy for the past few days!! Weee~! :D

Boon had gone to China last midnight. Take care my friend and have fun there. See you 2 weeks later! HAHA. (:
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Wednesday, March 18, 2009 / 1:43 PM

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I'm very HAPPY with my Bendan around! ❤❤
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009 / 12:50 AM

Happy 8th monthsary! :DDD

*Looking forward to celebrate later! Weee~
Muacks.
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/ 12:30 AM

Sunday,
Nothing much in the day.
Went lot 1 in the evening with Mother and Little Sister. We thought that the playground was done but it wasn't.
Too bad ): So, went library instead.
It was so tiring to read to my sister, she is easily distracted and didn't want to read what she's supposed to read. I'm so sad at that moment. )):
After library, Mama want to go popular see books.
Returned home after that.

Monday, which is just now in the day.
I met up with the girls, Sally and Alyssa! :D
We had a great day at JP.
First, i meet Sally under her block. We fight through the heavy rain. Zz. Then finally reach the interchange.
Saw Jonathan on the way, struggling his way as it's slippery for him! HAHA.
We chatted on the bus and it was still early and sa say she'll be late.
So, we walked around the whole of JP. -.- Then went to the interchange and wait for her.
We had Ajisen!
After that, we went to see got what movies to watch. (:
Buy tickets and walked around JP. Chit chat. Heehee.
Took pictures. [upload next time!]
Watch movie at 5. Ohmygod, the show is like horrifying because of the sound effects and the faces. Grr. :x
After all these, all go separate ways. Haha.
Sa, wait for her sister. Sally, i acc her to wait for her bus to NP. Then i took bus back to bp interchange. (:
Hmmm, don't know when will we meet together again?
Mother bought dinner for me. Heehee.
Little Sister keep crying from sleep, don't know what happen. ):
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Saturday, March 14, 2009 / 5:23 PM

Woke up late just now cause of the medicine. Got no energy.
Read magazine and wait for D to finish his game.
We went downstairs to eat with Little Sister. Clinic was closed. ):
Tomorrow got to wake up early to see doc.
I'm feeling so weak. Grr.
Watching drama online now. Have to sleep in a while as i've just ate medicine that Mother asked me to. Zz.
D have gone out with Brother for dota le.
Sian! I couldn't watch the soccer match later. AHHH~!!

Ciaos!
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/ 4:57 PM

12th March,
Boon & Fang came over to my place for M. Hahaha. Cause now what they have is lots of time! :D
While waiting for them to arrive, D and i went to Greenridge SC to collect Father's spects and have our meal at Kfc. Heehee.
The blur blur me, went to order Snackers(winglets) as my mind keep thinking of that and forgot that Kfc still have the ultimate meal. Zz. I buy le then D ask me why never buy that one. HAHA.
We bought new paper.

Then, walked to the bus stop opposite to wait for them. Who knows, they alighted at the next one. So, we walked to BPP to meet them. So funny when meeting them. They lied to me that they're at Sembawang plaza. -.- But they're actually behind me, on the phone.
They bought sushi to eat and it start to pour heavily outside.
No choice, we resort to taking cab back to my place. HAHA.

It's 5plus already when we all finally reach my place. When we just started playing, Mother called to give me task to do. Haha. Play halfway, went to collect Little Sister's clothes at childcare and continue the game. Play another halfway again, Brother want to play. Then Mother want to play the rest. In the end, i just played half the game. ): But never mind la, Mother pay for the losses! :P

We went to have mac for dinner at 9plus. After that, they waited for me downstairs to go back together while i went home to prepare. At the moment when i'm going out, i remembered that i have to do the laundry. Reluctantly, i rushed to do it. Brother tagged along to go out as he's also heading to the bus stop to take bus. Heehee.

Ohmygod, so many things to do. :x

13th March,
Woke up very early, was feeling very unwell. Zz.
Took bus to WhiteSands and meet up with Boon & Fang for breakfast at Yakun.
They're late and it's Boon who suggested it and he woke up late. HAHA.
Okay, my first time eating there. Quite nice, i want to try other flavours if i got the chance. (:
Actually wanted to see doc, but was feeling okay again. So just buy herbal tea to drink lo.
It started raining heavily when we're deciding what to do. So no choice, went to Fang's house to play M. :P
Bought lunch for his mother to their childcare then we start playing. Heehee.
Lost the game. After playing, D and i went home as there's family dinner to celebrate Father's birthday. (:

Reach downstairs at 7plus, ate zi char. Heehee. Very full!!
After dinner, went home and watch tv and do the laundry. Feeling no good man. Ate medicine at home and feel drowsy after a while.
Sleep at 11plus with D's accompany. (:
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Wednesday, March 11, 2009 / 9:33 PM

YEAH! Bendan is coming over after his work.
Silly him. (:

Muacks.
Watching my drama. Heehee.
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/ 7:35 PM

Today Huifang is a good good girl. She stay at home the whole day. Hahaha.

Hmmm, woke up at 3plus, very late! So never go job hunting. ):
Slacked at home, ate bread (made me feel super unwell). Then went to collect Little Sister's stuff at childcare.
Came back, feeling very unwell la! *Humph.
So, lie on the bed awhile then Little Sister came home liao. Mother asked me to cook rice.
After that, the three of us {Mother, Sister, ME} look at LS de progress report. Quite well done, i should say. Haha.

Now, i'm blogging cause boredom is killing me at home! Bendan went to work with Brother for the preparation of IT fair at suntec. Ohya, yesterday night play M lost which is so bad.
Zx went interview for POA, hope it will be a success for her! (:

I MISS HIM!
Okay, going to have my dinner and watch tv luuuu~
Ciaos!
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Tuesday, March 10, 2009 / 12:38 AM

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Just editted this photo which is taken days ago. (:
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Monday, March 9, 2009 / 11:54 PM

Yesterday was a very terrible night for the both of us. & i TOTALLY HATE that feeling. ))):
NO MORE OF THAT!
We talked things out and i really hope that we have somehow settled. Heehee.
I wiped off my tears and off to lala land. (:
I still love him!! Muacks.

No swimming today, woke up late, played M and lost. HAHA.
Watching drama and bla bla..
[Ihatetocry!]
Ciaos!
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Sunday, March 8, 2009 / 11:33 PM

Yeah, i won last night and that's like so long after. >.<
Slept till late late today as we ton the whole night playing. Heehee.

Ohmygod. My meals are getting irregular lately and i somehow don't like it. ):
& this is definitely not a good way to lose my weight. *Humph.
I've been slacking like hell these days. Really have to go out and try again to get a job already.

Cause,
i'm really tired of talking about the issue of having so limited amount of money and bla bla bla...
[Dear you know what i meant by that. (:]

LALALA~ Tomorrow will be swimming with my Bendan, hopefully. (:
I LOVE HIM!!
Ciaos!
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Friday, March 6, 2009 / 4:59 AM

Sooooo early in the morning.
I have not slept! Zz.
Dear and Zhixin and Little Sister is sleeping now beside me. & there's of course no space for me la. Grr. Never mind.

Have been mahjong-ing for the past few weeks. Won and Lost ALOT. Hais. It's okay, i think i'm better in 3P mahjong cause i won ALOT just now. Ate mac for supper.

Other than mahjong, i have been meeting up with my sister, krystal, too! Heehee. It's always so fun for every meet-ups. (: She is now having attachment le, busy liao lo. But we still set regular next meet up. HAHAHA. Hope everything goes well smoothly for her. JIAYOU!

For this holiday, i wanted to work. But like no one hiring. ):

I want to SHOP like nobody's business.
I want to really really ENJOY MYSELF!
[I've been targeting a lot of stuff but just couldn't get them. Hais. The list on the left is only part of it, i didn't want to list them all out.]

Okay, end here and shall continue next time. (:

Sometimes, i miss those times...
[I bet Dear is going to ask me what's this about!]

Ciaos!
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Wednesday, March 4, 2009 / 4:00 PM

Try this quiz! (gotten from Zhixin's friend's blog) Heehee.
It applies to me.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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Sunday, March 1, 2009 / 8:57 PM

Okay, looks like i've disappointed some of my readers for not blogging for the period of time. SORRY. (:

Exams are over! & holidays are the replacement of it. It may be good or bad for different people.
It's both for me.
Good as i can get to enjoy myself and relax.
Bad is that i have nothing to do as the economy now didn't want to employ anybody. *THAT'S totally bad.
And now, i'm over relaxed or should i say, rotting... *ROAR!

Okay, for the period of time, there are happy and unhappy events, in school and at home.

Happy is when we all get together and chit chat and work hard together. But there would be times when people misunderstand or i would say start to realise the bad points of each other. And things will start changing. Oh well, all these will start anytime, like arguements/backstabbing. And, that's what some of us couldn't stop as it's between the affected parties. Haha. I didn't dare to say that i would not be any of the above as that's what i've came by for the past few weeks.

At home, i don't like the feeling anymore. It's totally indescribeable. *GRR.
I didn't want to talk about it anymore but sometimes i just have to urge it out. Sometimes, i just cry out loud as i couldn't even take it anymore. And everytime the one whom i poured things out to is the most suffering one that i would say. He couldn't control my emotions at that point of time and would just listen to me quietly. And of course, that's my Dear. (:
But everytime i saw the smile from my little sister, i would naturally smile too as she's too important to me. I would try to protect her everytime but i don't have much rights. *SAD.
But i think she's quite clever and independent to take care of herself.

Exams, i have put in my most efforts to this and would be anticipating the results that i'll be getting on the 18th March. Heehee. I studied quite hard with my Dear with me. And also my poly friends, all the best to all of you and get good grades. :D

Okay, i'll update on what i've done for this period and upload photos! (:

Ciaos!
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