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“Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing
to draw blood in its defense.”
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Thursday, June 30, 2011 / 11:43 PM
Hey Hello! Since it have came to the end of June, I shall do my part and update a little about my life now. :]
Mahjong with these cute Hello Kitty! :> tempted to buy them! :b
Hey Hello! Since it have came to the end of June, I shall do my part and update a little about my life now. :]
I would like to add some photos but currently i'm over at sampat's place so i don't have them. (just make do with those from iPhone. :/) However, I hope I can really update this space with some photos instead of words.
For now, i'm an unemployed graduate! Omg. That's all I can say and I totally love NUA-ing for now. Kind of a short break for me.
Let's start off from the last time I updated. That's when I just finished school unofficially and still teaching tuition. Omg, I can say I missed my two lovely students. But we sort of lost contact which is super sad for me. Probably she thinks that I stopped teaching them and meant not to care about them anymore. BUT THAT'S NOT TRUE. Idk how to get this relation back as it's like a stranger kind of thing, to me they're like my siblings. Oh well. Time will tell them all.
So, as I was saying I stopped teaching tuition. Reason being, I got offered a job from job agency. I can really say "Thank you" to this agency to have made me realized how foolish am I to put my trust around and accepted this job so quickly. It's really not easy outside my own world. Oh well, really thanks to the people there even though I don't really know them or whatsoever. (sad right? :/) I really got nothing to say about this job of mine cause I'm not so attached to it, somehow hated it? OMG, just can't bring myself to praise myself towards this job or might as well praise this job?! I've been a very bad employee, colleague or subordinate. I let people's expectations just go down like that. I also don't understand why I acted this way. It's really BAD! (I skipped work). I somehow regretted taking up a job so quickly, to think that I came out to work too late (cause seeing others started working at that time! >_<)
In between, I had my graduation ceremony where I see familiar faces yet those I guess I would not see again and don't wanna see again. Really, I have really regretted having "friends" like them. (most of them) Also thanks to them, I see how the world is being treated/realistic.
*note to self: never put trust that easy as it sees.
I'm glad my family and my lovely friends came down for that short moment. I'm really happy especially to see my parents smiling at me like the world is so perfect at that moment. Okay, I almost cried when I was taking multiple photos with them. Cause I don't usually take photos with them, even with my sister. That's bad but all is in my memory/heart. Love them all! :*
Apart from that, from here I can really see who actually cared for me and my future. Friends encouraged me to finish work for them/giving in for my bad attitude towards work. Family actually came to support me for my idea of future/not pushing me to work my youth off. Boyfriend, though disappointed of my way, supported me till the end of this torturous job/endless messages during work/picking me up from work despite the heavy traffic/helping me with errands/nua-ing with me at home when I skipped work. Really THANKS to all of these people who have made what I have became now.
Now, I have support to pursue whatever I wanted for my future. I have at least half a year to really think about the right choice! I will work hard to it/research/ask around. At the same time, I want/need to enjoy my moments as time goes by. I don't wish to work my youth off and wondering what I have done during my free days. :]
Add on from the above, I also got to start hitting the gym and pool to keep myself fit!
Recently, or rather months ago sampat and I have been researching really slowly about a short trip for our 3 years anniversary. It's getting really close and we still got nothing or probably cancelling it. I'm feeling really sad and like desperate about it! It's what I really wanted since we got together since year 1 of poly. :[ I guess hopes high are gonna come down soon. I really don't know how to fiddle with this kinda thing, travelling and planning for trips. I never go overseas, on my own (as in really on my own) before. Omg. I'm really lost here. So, nature takes its own course, right? :/
Sally notified me that I can go down to the shop for interview. Mixed feelings for it but at least it's a job (part-time) where I'll still have my free time and all. As for the sandcastle job she recommended me, sampat and I have not go for the audition!! Omg. Slowly...
A day with her made me laughed a zillion times! :*
Drinking once in a while don't kill, right? :>
Boredom hits me! :}
Update soon! :>
July please treat me better! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE AH! :0
