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the introduction
“Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing
to draw blood in its defense.”
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to draw blood in its defense.”
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Friday, March 27, 2009 / 2:07 PM
These few weeks, i think i've been asking myself what i actually want.
I'm so confused in my mind and contradiction is coming over me again!
If i choose this, i have no choice but to sacrifice that.
Hmmm, maybe i shouldn't be so selfish but think of myself. And it's because of this sentence that i keep reminding myself, i got confused. >.<
All until i met up with boyf yesterday night, the words she told me made me thought of going back again.
BUT, there are really lots of factors to consider this.
Not only what boyf have told me, also what brother TS have told me before.
The random messages and the big chunk of thing he have told me when i left the group.
ME MYSELF AND I also felt very sad for making that decision.
Is it because of all those factors weighing me or is it because i'm lacking of confidence?
EVERYTIME, i will ask myself that. ...
Should i just don't think about anything and go for it?
But i don't think it's as simple as that. I'm just scared that lots of things will start arousing.
The conflicts, rumours...
I just miss the memories together with you guys. Do you all know? And i have missed out a big part of it because of the wrong step i've taken the last year.
Now, i can just do nothing but WAIT.
These few weeks, i think i've been asking myself what i actually want.
I'm so confused in my mind and contradiction is coming over me again!
If i choose this, i have no choice but to sacrifice that.
Hmmm, maybe i shouldn't be so selfish but think of myself. And it's because of this sentence that i keep reminding myself, i got confused. >.<
All until i met up with boyf yesterday night, the words she told me made me thought of going back again.
BUT, there are really lots of factors to consider this.
Not only what boyf have told me, also what brother TS have told me before.
The random messages and the big chunk of thing he have told me when i left the group.
ME MYSELF AND I also felt very sad for making that decision.
Is it because of all those factors weighing me or is it because i'm lacking of confidence?
EVERYTIME, i will ask myself that. ...
Should i just don't think about anything and go for it?
But i don't think it's as simple as that. I'm just scared that lots of things will start arousing.
The conflicts, rumours...
I just miss the memories together with you guys. Do you all know? And i have missed out a big part of it because of the wrong step i've taken the last year.
Now, i can just do nothing but WAIT.
