It takes two hands to clap, Two hearts to beat.

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the introduction

“Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing
to draw blood in its defense.”
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Friday, March 30, 2012 / 2:04 AM

Hi there! Here's my recent update, nothing much except for slacking for the past 2 weeks. Haha, oops. But I kinda like this cause I could relax and sit down all day in front of my laptop catching the dramas I always wanted to. :D

Not to forget, attended Grace's 21st BBQ last Saturday. It's simple but fulfilled as there's smiles all over everyone! :)

Sweet 21st to you!

I'm actually quite happy now as I just found out I've put down some things which I thought I'm still holding on. I really hope you are too. As I've said, if I'm now given a second chance to do it again, I'll not do it better or have an extra step towards it. I'm clear-minded now that there's really a limit to do anything, everything. Just some thoughts. :)

Will update soon! Bye! <3

Thursday, March 22, 2012 / 1:24 AM

Hello, I'm back to blog. I'm stunned with my last entry which is last year. Oops.

The main reason behind this update is I'M BORED. I'm semi-jobless now for the moment. For weekdays, I feel so slack and bored seriously... For weekends, I've this job which gave me the opportunity to mix with kids. It's pretty relaxing and fun. Haha. So for this time being, I'm actually waiting for my school to start in April which I can't wait to start. This is something I've been waiting for 4 years to finally pursue it! ^^v

Oh ya, I'm a short hair girl now. Even thinking of cutting it shorter someday! Heehee.

Still with this Sampat! <3

I'll update this space soon! :)

Thursday, July 14, 2011 / 5:55 AM

Heyyooooo!

I've spent an awesome night~ how about you!? :D I just got back and feeling a shiok after a bath! Weehooooo~ I'm still feeling so eggcited now & idk why! HAHA.

Anw, I did spend an awesome day too! Sampat came over to find me since I'm all lazy to get out of bed. Haha. Great appreciation for that! Original plan was to have lunch and watch HP4 (Goblet of Fire) then go for btt then he'll go home. Yes, we had lunch downstairs. BUT, (there's always a but!) before that I trimmed my brows and paid his bills. Plus we went bpp WTS to settle our trip aftermath. Haha! So ended up, we had no much time left to watch the movie. Due to all these, I spent my time to browse the btt book! :D we had dinner at my place as my mum cooked! Heehee. We cab to bbdc and he waited for me there. Okay, I FAILED. (by a mark! Gosh! ) that's really disappointed. I was like all downnnnnnn. :(( still got to get home to prepare for the night which i dragged myself to do so! :/ (sampat is really nice to accompany me back home first then he go back cause he said seeing me so sad. Love you! :))

So I went preparing (bath again, then make up and change!). Walked quickly to meet Sally!! I was late meeting her. Took bus and took photos while on the way there (as usual). :D walked very quickly to Zirca to meet up with the rest!! Gotten in after a while, queue for free drink and hit the club. Heehee. Seriously, I got a hell out of night. This is the first time I went with all girls, but most importantly with Sally! I'm dancing with her only, the rest didn't hit the dancefloor and idk why. :) met funny Indian guys dancing and laughing like mad~ :D okay, fast forward. Went over to Arena, drank a drink and hit the dancefloor again! They have a live band and singers!!!! Omgzzzzz, was super highhhhhhhh~ :/ but halfway through we got to meet samuel outside. Urgh, so went back to Zirca to find him. Decided to go Rebel so walked back there, urgh. The rest of them joined us back and dance! Jul got drunk and puked. Super super super high! Okay, fast forward, Sally's friends came to look for us for supper. But we went in again for another free drink and dance then came out le. Okay, ate my fav porridge at Chinatown! Chit chat and Sam drove us home, to Sally's then mine. :)

What a great chaffuer of Sam, send us to our doorsteps!! Haha. Really much thanks and hope all had fun!

Now my hair semi dried. Haha. Gonna have a pao then mummy heated up and drink water chestnut drink that sampat bought. Then to sleep!! Wake up can eat what mummy cook, fish soup and satay~ heehee. :D

Good night/Good morning everyone~ HAHA. Byeeeeeee. Have a great day ahead. I'm pretty eggcited towards mine cause might be going to PlayNation according to sampat. :D

Saturday, July 2, 2011 / 1:57 AM

Yay, we're going to catch NDP's first rehearsal to public! :D

Thanks Weets! :]

Friday, July 1, 2011 / 1:24 AM

Side post for the month of June.

Many things really happened for this month.

Job/Friends/Relationships/more.

Dramas happened and heard, these made me cherished more of what's in front of me.

Communication is the utmost of all, negligence is the least I should do.

Also, put my priorities right is what I learnt from.

No matter what happens, I hope for the best for everyone. Even though it hurts to see things happening, all I can do is just say my piece. I'm/I'll be happy if my words are appreciated.

It's a fact, only time will tell them all.

Though I'm not saying/doing, doesn't mean I don't care/not hurt.

"Don't put words in people's mouth", we all know this but are doing this constantly. Why?

We all got to face the reality, no doubt anyone.

Alright, this is one kind of random and emotional post again! They're really important to me cause these can constantly remind me of who I am/what to do. :]

Thursday, June 30, 2011 / 11:43 PM

Hey Hello! Since it have came to the end of June, I shall do my part and update a little about my life now. :]

I would like to add some photos but currently i'm over at sampat's place so i don't have them. (just make do with those from iPhone. :/) However, I hope I can really update this space with some photos instead of words.

For now, i'm an unemployed graduate! Omg. That's all I can say and I totally love NUA-ing for now. Kind of a short break for me.

Mahjong with these cute Hello Kitty! :> tempted to buy them! :b

Let's start off from the last time I updated. That's when I just finished school unofficially and still teaching tuition. Omg, I can say I missed my two lovely students. But we sort of lost contact which is super sad for me. Probably she thinks that I stopped teaching them and meant not to care about them anymore. BUT THAT'S NOT TRUE. Idk how to get this relation back as it's like a stranger kind of thing, to me they're like my siblings. Oh well. Time will tell them all.

So, as I was saying I stopped teaching tuition. Reason being, I got offered a job from job agency. I can really say "Thank you" to this agency to have made me realized how foolish am I to put my trust around and accepted this job so quickly. It's really not easy outside my own world. Oh well, really thanks to the people there even though I don't really know them or whatsoever. (sad right? :/) I really got nothing to say about this job of mine cause I'm not so attached to it, somehow hated it? OMG, just can't bring myself to praise myself towards this job or might as well praise this job?! I've been a very bad employee, colleague or subordinate. I let people's expectations just go down like that. I also don't understand why I acted this way. It's really BAD! (I skipped work). I somehow regretted taking up a job so quickly, to think that I came out to work too late (cause seeing others started working at that time! >_<)

In between, I had my graduation ceremony where I see familiar faces yet those I guess I would not see again and don't wanna see again. Really, I have really regretted having "friends" like them. (most of them) Also thanks to them, I see how the world is being treated/realistic.

*note to self: never put trust that easy as it sees.

I'm glad my family and my lovely friends came down for that short moment. I'm really happy especially to see my parents smiling at me like the world is so perfect at that moment. Okay, I almost cried when I was taking multiple photos with them. Cause I don't usually take photos with them, even with my sister. That's bad but all is in my memory/heart. Love them all! :*

Apart from that, from here I can really see who actually cared for me and my future. Friends encouraged me to finish work for them/giving in for my bad attitude towards work. Family actually came to support me for my idea of future/not pushing me to work my youth off. Boyfriend, though disappointed of my way, supported me till the end of this torturous job/endless messages during work/picking me up from work despite the heavy traffic/helping me with errands/nua-ing with me at home when I skipped work. Really THANKS to all of these people who have made what I have became now.

Now, I have support to pursue whatever I wanted for my future. I have at least half a year to really think about the right choice! I will work hard to it/research/ask around. At the same time, I want/need to enjoy my moments as time goes by. I don't wish to work my youth off and wondering what I have done during my free days. :]

Add on from the above, I also got to start hitting the gym and pool to keep myself fit!

Recently, or rather months ago sampat and I have been researching ~~really slowly~~ about a short trip for our 3 years anniversary. It's getting really close and we still got nothing or probably cancelling it. I'm feeling really sad and like desperate about it! It's what I really wanted since we got together since year 1 of poly. :[ I guess hopes high are gonna come down soon. I really don't know how to fiddle with this kinda thing, travelling and planning for trips. I never go overseas, on my own (as in really on my own) before. Omg. I'm really lost here. So, nature takes its own course, right? :/

Sally notified me that I can go down to the shop for interview. Mixed feelings for it but at least it's a job (part-time) where I'll still have my free time and all. As for the sandcastle job she recommended me, sampat and I have not go for the audition!! Omg. Slowly...